Sound Of Broken Heart- Westlife

In so many ways I tried to reach you
And I don’t know why I couldn’t get through
When I tried so hard to break your guard
Didn’t know it would leave this scar
Leave this scar
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
Chorus:
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
When will the world start spinnin’
And what happened to my happy ending
Learning what it takes, to turn this page
Didn’t know how to walk away
Walk away
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
Chorus
And I won’t stay down; I know my heart’s still beating
Cos I hear the sound, tellin’ me I’m alright
Tellin’ me to move on
Chorus
Still feel the pain for you
Still beats the same x 2

Special Guy To Me

Last few month, i in facebook know a boy who name Filippo Franco. He is from Italy n he's Italian boy, quite handsome...... We have a nice chat, n very happy when chating that time..... I like him because he nice 2 ppl n treat girl good..... In my heart i treat him as my boyfriend already, n i wish he is my future husband in my rest life...... But i dunno what he think me in his heart, how he treat me as...... But 2day he told me that " we are jst friend, nothing else....." That time when i heard this, i feel very sad n heart breaking..... I start 2 know that our distance very far...... N i know that if v start our relationship like this will disturb his study there..... So i choose 2 let it go, but i'll still be ur babe....... Hope u will too......

R.I.P King Of Pop MJ

On June 25th 2009 is the world sadness day, our world King Of Pop Michael Jackson passed away suddenly. His fans,familys n friends get shocked when they received this news, they tears n full of sadness. Especially MJ's familys, they lost their son, his children lost their father.... But this all things we cant change it, we lost our BEST EVER DANCER N SINGER, but his memory still in our heart n mind..... My family also a part of his fans, me n my bro is his fans since we small.... But now still is, n forever also will be his fans, his memory will always in our heart..... Now he when 2 a peacefully place, no worries, no sadness, no suffering..... God will always be with him...... You will always in our heart... R.I.P KING OF POP MICHAEL JACKSON August 29th 1958-June 25th 2009.....

Camp Life

On 5/1/2009-13/3/2009 there is a camp called Emmaus Bible School, i went there with my best friends. There also got others place gospel hall church youth members to join this camp, i think is around 20 places of difference gospel hall church youth, there got Ipoh Elim Gospel Hall, Gopeng Gospel Hall, Nibong Tebal Gospel Hall, Nilai Gospel Chapel and so on.....Emmaus Bible School is a great place to learning God's word and knowledge, in this camp we din even have many teacher to watch out on us..... Is all do it ourself, it's giving us a chance to independent ourself, learn how to cook, wash our own cloth, cleaning and many things more...... We live at Nilai Gospel Chapel, is a nice building and it's look like a big banglo house.... I like that place..... We got a chief cook there, his name is zhi hong. He is a full time worker chief cook in Nilai Gospel Chapel, he helps us alot in our meals..... Really thanx him much... I love this camp, on our last day of this camp, we miss each others very much, but we din cry on our graduation day.... Hope this camp will gets more others places Gospel Hall church youth to join this camp...... God Bless!!!!

Myself

Years goes by, i have been pass through 18 years.... I have been through many sadness n sorrow, happy moment n more..... But one things must thanx God, HE gave me a great n fantastic family, n also a great n careful friends beside me..... They cares me more, n encourage me when i'm down..... When i need them they always beside me.... Aikz.... Talk about this 4 what... lolz.... Back 2 myself..... First i introduce myself, my name is Tan Elin, But i change it 2 Elin Tan, bcoz this name more nice 2 call.... haha..... This year 2009 i m 18 years old, n i like 2 play music instrument is piano, guitar, drum n saxophone..... My hobby is online chating with friends, sleep, watch movies, drawing(sometimes), play piano, play guitar n write my blog........ N my sport is Taekwon-do, badminton, soccer n basketball.... My life jst like a music, i love music very much!!!!

My Family

This all my happy n funny family... I love my family much much.... All my friends said me r the blessedness in all of them.... Got a good n great family, so my mom treat all my best friends as her children too...... haha.... But all this good things must 2 thanx God, bcoz of HE gave us... Then i can hv a good n great family..... Thanx God...!!!! Sometime i do things wrong, n make my parent angry n sad..... I feel sori 4 that..... But now i know, coz i grow up already..... After i went 2 Malaysia Emmaus Bible Camp, i know more knowledge bout how 2 love ur parent, how 2 love ur friends, cherish all of them.... From that camp i also change more when i'm back home..... That camp really helps much, really thanx 2 all the teacher who teached us 4 about 2 month n the half....... They really gave us more knowlegde of life..... I changed my life bcoz of this great, good n fantastic family members..... AMEN!!!!!

Farewell My Friend

Farewell my friend, although v know each other very long but v din talk much. U in my life is my great friend, u r good n kind person. Since u gonna 2 singapore 4 work & study, i wish u good luck n all the best in all things... God Bless.... Actually, u r quite funny, u always do all the funny things n also very kind 2 me.... Times goes by, all my friends slowly disappear..... some friends went 2 study, some friends went 2 work..... Soon.... I'm gonna 2 leave too, but i will always remember n miss my friends here in IPOH! So... Beh, wish u again all the best in all things u do n v'll pray 4 u too, v will miss u much..... Take k my friend!!!!